The nut and I have the best conversations. The first morning of school, my husband was off work. As we are driving down the driveway, the nut asked,
"Where is Daddy going today?"
"ummm, I think to go buy socks."
"Who is Tim?"
I remind her that it's 6:38 in the morning and Momma needs a few minutes to clear out the cobwebs. Especially since I am driving.
I have been fashing over this school year with the nut, worrying about her, especially socially. I staunchly decided to NOT worry about her friends or lack of them - if she is happy alone playing with who she calls her "magical friends,' then I will let it go. I will open my hands and just let it go. I will NOT worry about her feeling all alone, a single leaf adrift on a creek.
But then she threw me a bone. A test bone. I am beginning to think it may have even been a Let's Fuck with Momma Bone.
Driving home on day 2 of 1st grade she nonchalantly throws out:
"I made new friends today."
"You did?" My heart pounds a bit harder but I keep my voice normal.
"Yep. And they're real."
I am not convinced. "What are their names?"
"Megan. I don't remember the others."
There are others. My palms slip a little on the steering wheel.
"They sat with me at lunch and we talked."
"Honey, that sounds awfully nice! What did you play at recess?"
"Did you guys have fun?"
"Oh, I played chase by myself."
Definitely a Let's Fuck with Momma Bone.